Monday, July 13, 2009

ANTM..=)


Soooo..I went to the ANTM call @Pentagon this past Saturday, which was totally outta my character becauseI'm usually a shy &reseved person, but modeling is a hobby I am really trying to break i nto, so every little bit of expoure or experience will be helpful for me. I entered into this contest..so please visit the site &vote for me as many times as you want! http://www.dc50tv.com/community/topmodelauditions/picturecontest/

Or go to:
dc50tv.com
Washington's Top Beauty Picture Contest
Saturday, 7/11 auditions
Gallery #6 Picture #26
go to vote form on first page!

Friday, July 10, 2009

Demetrius Delonte Matthews [O6.1O.88-O5.17.2OO9]




the hardest thing i ever had to do..was read this to you. stood right next to you, as thetears fell. &we said our final goodbyes. i miss you so much &it's just the beginning. i remember when we said our love was never ending. we shared so many memories in such little time. i remember may 27,2006 when you told me you wanted to be mine. now that date will never be the same again. i feel so misunderstood &confused because we shared so many dreams, so why'd our nightmares have to come true? you remember what i would say when you asked me how much i loved you? i'd say more than all the stars in the sky. and now it's those same stars every night that make me cry. you were my partner in crime, we used to laugh cuz we never got caught. now that i have to wonder how life will be without you i'm so distraught. i wish this was just like any other time we fought. when we'd be mad for awhile, but you'd always

come back. i keep waiting, when are you coming back?

don't you remember where your heart lies? i'm standing right here with tears falling

from my eyes. i thought you hated to see me cry, well that's all i've been doing.

i'm tryna be strong, but it's so hard to lose someone you always thought would be there. i just want you to know how much i care..though, eventually i may heal, this broken heart can never be fully repaired.