A Closer Look Into Me

Wanna see the real me?

so do I, but she's hidden

behind the girl on the outside.

She's screaming for acceptance,

but no one seems to care.

All she wants is love, someone

to always be there.

She comes out when my tears

start to fall.

But there's something in between,

blocking her, some type of wall.

She's seen hurt, pain, and sorrow.

I promised myself I wouldn't go through

that on another tomorrow.

So I held her back because she's just too

vulnerable, all she knows is how to love, and

love only leads to to disappointment.

I never wanted to feel that way again, so I had

to get rid of her, only for a while, but now it's been

so long..I don't know how to bring her back.

So do I keep portraying this person I've become or do

do I dig deep into myself and the old one, the real one.

As of right now...I'm confused and unsure so I guess I'll

just stay...-Dior